Now after, all things considered on this side of the planet
Couldn’t pick a better time even if we planned it
To come clean and candid if I have to
Oh what I wouldn’t trade for your laughter
Sweet and sour spice in my poetry pot melting
Even better than the real thing
It’s like the God in me saw the devil in you
I wanted to break myself in the worst way when I met you
Who would have thought, conversate by the river, celebrate birth
Sit and delivered the lines that would prove to be the seeds of trust
Unsigned, yeah but destined to grow with sunshine
Self-assigned task piled on the desk of good works
Knowing hardship appreciate the best of both worlds
NUJABES FT SHING02 (via wanderust)
If you ask me how I am I’ll tell you I’m fine even if I’m sputtering it through bloody teeth or gasping it through tears spilling so hard down my face that my lungs give out. I don’t break or fall apart, I wash away. The “goodbyes” and “I love you’s” lied through tongues and numb lips have slammed against me so hard that bits of me fade into outer space on impact but I never crack and I thought I wouldn’t know what it feels like to die until the moment my throat filled with water and everything went black or I was coughing up last words through melting bones but I was wrong. The night you left I fucking shattered.
When I was 16 I thought I wanted to kill myself but you did it for me (via extrasad)